AniMe-FrEak|::::> loVe SiCk?!?!

2006-04-06T09:11:00.000-07:00

These few days really happen
alot of things...
Of course there are good things
and also some bad things...

Studies:
I am struggling with homeworks..
Man.. so many homework need to
do and hand in within that number
of days otherwise will get it from
the teacher.. dare..!!!
o.O .. arghhghhh !!

My Life:
As least i am still living now and
going to school like other kids...
Skip Npcc cause of homeworks..

Relationship:
This one.. i dont know how to start
i dont know its good or bad...
Cause i dont know how u are
feeling now , i cant conclude it..
HaiZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........

2006-03-19T05:32:00.001-08:00

Sick Sick Sick Sick Sick Sick
Sick Sick Sick Sick Sick Sick
Sick Sick Sick Sick Sick Sick

Headache Headache Headache
Headache Headache Headache

Heartpain Heartpain Heartpain
Heartpain Heartpain Heartpain

2006-03-19T05:32:00.000-08:00

2006-03-14T02:26:00.000-08:00

Today...
I went to school
from 8am to 6pm..
For NpCc..

Kinda of fun during npcc
Teach the sec 1s "kuwa buras"
Then during the lunch time,
The CIs and the instructors
ordered MaC~
Summary of the npcc "happenings"
lolz.. Fun Fun Fun.~

Now i am like zombie..
So tired now..
Tml still got lessons.. zzz
G2g.. bye bye~

2006-03-12T08:53:00.000-08:00

We are treating one another so cold
and i kinda feel uneasy.

I dont know why...
Thats juz how i feel...

Study ard study..

H+ard = hard

study hard !

2006-03-10T06:08:00.000-08:00

Wah~ today after npcc waited for bus for
1 hour . . . . Stupid No.14~
Then wait for another bus for 30 mins...
Wad is the SBS bus company doing?
=P

hAhA!
Oh.. by the way , i met lots of friends..
Boyz and Girlz too =P
Bdsianz and Non-Bdsianz
Guess what i am thinking =P

Some People who are not so close to me
are closer to me now =)

And next tuesday got npcc training
Extra lessons and class t-shirt is ready
=) wakakaka~

2006-03-09T05:13:00.000-08:00

*Summarize version*

I wonder where you are ,
I wonder what you think
about today,
Maybe you are alone ,
Maybe you have been
crying just like me.

May I have nothing else to say ,
but i love you.

We got too serious too soon.
I want you to love me.
I wanted to be there for you
like no one else before.

2006-03-01T01:11:00.000-08:00

Erm.. let me think..
How long since I last posted?
Lolz.. 2 weeks?
Maybe..
haha

This friday got parents teacher meet liao..
sianz arh.. !!!! Confirm teacher talk to
my mother about my studies ..
then going back home..
mother confirm nag and nag and nag..
As usual~

We cant stop it anyway , let it be..
lalalalala
Walao.. boring sia.. homework
keep coming coming and coming..
Wa sianx arh...
Still must do lor.. what else can it
help sia...

Pe today is superb .. boring~
Boring.. Do the beap test... why no
games? I wondered~

I want to find some new friends to
talk to.. Very B.O.R.I.N.G arhhh~
Dont know repeated how many
times liao.. zzz..

Anyway , cya guys.. G2g...
guess what i will do..
Study la.. still got what.. haha
Bye bye~~~~

2006-02-07T23:49:00.000-08:00

wow... it has been a long time since
my last post was posted. CA 1 has
just finished and almost all subjects
were like... flung.. haha... just joking
la.. Even though i did quite badly
for the tests , i guess i wont fail...
Hope.. Lolz.. haha

Erm.. dont realli know what to blog
about.. Kinda stress these few days.
Thinking through so many things..
Homeworks.. Studies.. Friends..
Relationship =X .. haha.. Thats of
cause.. erm.. still got what things arh.

This friday need to run X-country..
Man.. i dont feel like running cause
i want to see the O lvl people taking
their results... Wonder what my
friends got .. I hope they can go to
poly or JC and not seeing them cry..
So.. if they cry , means tell us that.
Must Study Hard !!!! haha ...

Yea.. I guess thats all i can say..
Good luck =) Enjoy but not over
doing it.. This year is our turn to take
O lvls..

2006-01-20T23:59:00.000-08:00

These few days , i had been thinking
through over and over again.
What the hell i did to make you so
angry?Make you until you want to...

Haiz , firstly i did not say anything
bad about you , honestly , i didnt.
I can swear if you want me to.

Secondly , Its my friend who told
her about the stuffs and is NOT
me. Maybe the person who told
you just didnt tell you more things
about it.

I didnt say anything , its my
friend who keep saying that you
are *blar* *blar* *blar*. I just only
agree in ONE point.Really , Just
ONE.

If you are reading this , maybe
like what you think , you are
free , Independant.No more what
we last time called as Kind.

After reading your blog , I guess
you are serious this time , and
there is no turning back , becoz
of some misunderstood between
the chat of you and me.

We might be together one day ,
but not like last time .
Anyway , since you decided it ,
i guess you will not regret it.
From here , you are free and
out there , there are lots of
lovely guys who care for you
more than me.Hope you will
find a person who love you ,
and dont find a guy who is like
me. No initiative.

And next time if you find some-
one , dont be like us ,
because of some misunderstood,
saying 'break'.

2006-01-09T21:15:00.001-08:00

Forgive me for not having enough courage ,
You know , I am not worth your time ,
There are alot of people out there better
than me.

But there is one thing i can confirm , I love
you, I really really do , and yes i am sure.

And is because of me , we cant be together
now. And it also doesnt mean , we wont be
together next time.

I will be right here , juz standing here.

If only you can wait... ... ...

2006-01-08T23:02:00.000-08:00

Hie guys..

This blog has been rotting since Nov 2005. lolz.
But luckily someone helped me to *revived* it =)
Must thankx to that person . Kristine. haha.

This year gonna be tough as O levels kicks in.
Gonna rush through my homework , but of coz ,
must be hardworking enough to pass O levels with
good grade to get into RP or SP, maybe JC. lolz ^^V

Sec 5A this year , 42 people , thats alot haha.
Lin qiang become chairman , i become vice-chairman
again.. lolz.. almost all the class leaders are the same.
=)

2005-09-23T23:22:00.000-07:00

See.. I am blogging now.. Haha

These few days happened alot of things in school..
Teachers only give me papers papers and papers
to do.. Ready for N levels.. Manz.. Cannot take it
already but still must carry on.. Go Go Go..

2005-09-15T08:47:00.000-07:00

This blog credit goes to Lin qiang
for teaching me how to make a
"modern" blog.. lolz.. haha.. Here
is ur credit liao..
Today my whole body wet because
boys toilet got war with water..
Everyone's body got wet.. splash
here and there.. Kinda childish but
fun.. haha..

What if ?

2005-09-13T08:30:00.000-07:00

What is happening to me?
What should i do to make you
be with me?
I dont know what are you
thinking about.
Is it we are thinking about the
same things ?
Do you really like me?
What if I approach you and
you said I mistaken something?
Am I afraid of the outcome?
What if after I ask you and you
start to avoid me?
Should I go ahead and ask you?
Do I stand a chance?
What if the answer is "dont" ?
What should i do after that ?
What if all along was juz a game ?
Am i thinking too much?
Is it maybe it is not the way it
should go?
Tell me that you love me and i
will know what to do.

2005-09-12T06:17:00.000-07:00

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day...(chorus:)
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You were made for me
You're my ecstasy
If I was given every opportunity
I'd kill for your love
So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream
And my dream's come true
It's so hard to believe
This is happening to me
An amazing feeling
Coming through -(chorus)
I wanna love you
I love every little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Yes I was born to love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Every single day - of my life
An amazing feeling
Comin' through(chorus)
Yes I was born to love you
Every single day of my life
Go, I love you babe
Yes, I was born to love you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
I wanna love youI get so lonely, lonely, lonely
Yeah, I wan't to love you
Yeah, give it to me

2005-09-05T09:15:00.000-07:00

Nothing really happened these few
days as everyone is mugging at books..
Study study study and only I do.

Today got back my prelim results slip.
Every subject less by 1 or 2 marks can
get a upper grade. Man.. Kinda wasted.
Haha..

N levels has started.Chinese paper juz
over and I know I can barely make it.
:p haha. Maybe or Maybe not. Depends.

No matter what i am doing , where am i ,
I will still think of you.
I will wait for you.

2005-09-02T20:04:00.000-07:00

Baby won't you tell me why
there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you

Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget
every little thing you said
but there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong
were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man
your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied
no matter how I tried
now you wanna say goodbye to me

Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong
were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man
your heart is missing
That's why you go away i know
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go

There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There aint't so much for me anymore

2005-09-02T06:07:00.000-07:00

Haha.. kinda bored nowadays..

Mugging.. Study study and study..
Thats the thing i can do and i must do now..

Next week N levels.. I will face it with all my strength
and get through it.. No matter how hard it get..

Go Go Go..

2005-08-26T20:20:00.000-07:00

Bored already..

At last all the prelim papers finished.. Some hard some easy..
But at least some of the papers improved.. haha..
I guess I wont talk much anymore cause got to study for the
coming N lvls..

2005-08-11T09:10:00.000-07:00

Nothing much really happen these few days.

Just that my family members and I went to Hong kong to renew my
re-entry permit pass.Haha.Hong kong is so hot, more hotter than
Singapore.Cannot take it argh.Somemore when you sweat, very
sticky de. Eeee , Think of that make me vomit. Lolz. Hahaz.

Miss you guys alot alot.Kinda happy when coming back to Singapore.
Bought a levis jean which costed me Hk$700 ( around S$150 ).
Man.. i gonna broke already.But is worth it.Heeheex.

Today juz had my english paper 2 prelim exam.Kinda easy paper
but still cant look down on it.Later make alot of mistakes then die
already.Haha.Tomorrow is History and Chinese paper 2.
Man. I gonna study le. ByeZ byEz.

Happened

2005-07-31T08:25:00.000-07:00

As usual , today i did not go out.
Stay at home and study study and study.
Draw animes for a while.

Everything goes smoothly until my forehead started to heat up.
And my hands and legs started to get cold.
I thought is nothing so carry on doing things.

Suddenly I got so tired till I need to rest immediately.Then
my mother come back from outside and said that I got
fever until 38.2 degrees... I cant believe what I heard ,
then I blur blur and went to sleep again without continue
hearing what my mother said.

My mother use a blacket and covered me.. Then i was sweating
all over , after this I guess I regain my strength but I still think
I got a slight fever still.

After that , I got scolded by my mother and father saying that
I dont know how to take care of myself. Dunno how to take water
and drink... Never take medicine and eat..

Haha..

2005-07-30T03:01:00.000-07:00

Hie again, today did not go out. Rot at home only.

Very bored very bored..
Sleep, surf net , listen to music , read books, do maths, watch anime and eat..

These are the things I do at home today.All does not even serve a purpose.
Boring day man.I wonder how am i going to make my day out tomorrow
cause my mother will be out again.

I REALLY FEEL LIKE CONFESSING TO YOU BUT I AINT HAVE BRAVE
TO TELL YOU. I GUESS I AM A ACTIONLESS COWARD.

Thinking

2005-07-28T07:40:00.000-07:00

After all, those Mock test doesnt seem to be like mock test..
Everyone were like chatting with one another,asking questions
and stuffs like that.But at least we still learn from those mistake
we made or learn new stuffs which we dont know.This will also
help us to grow up our maturity.

Move one wrong step will lead you a regretful life.
So better watch where ya heading otherwise it will be late for
you to regret already.

Even though such a long life I didnt chat with you or came contact
with you.I will still put you in my heart and remain there forever.
When it is the right time, I will tell you my true feeling for you.

LiF3

2005-07-26T08:05:00.000-07:00

Man.. Nowadays keep on having Mock test..

Monday: maths.
Tuesday:maths + english.
Wed:chem + english.
Thursday:physics.
Friday:maybe chinese.

Head burst argh..
Haha.. Can become mocking bird already.

Wa.. And i nearly late for school today.. Such a long traffic jam today.
Cause RaIning!!! Man.. Didnt feel like waking up actually..
Sleep arh sleep arh sleep.. Haha..

Oh.. eRm.
Just to tell ya i still think of you,miss you.
*muack* to someone special.

LiF3

2005-07-25T04:14:00.000-07:00

Hey guys.. i just make a new tag board so you guys can tag.. Thankx

2005-07-03T02:11:00.000-07:00

Coolx.. Yesterday went shopping with my friends after the run..
Damn tiring.. Lin qiang and I make a fast walk for 3.8 KM... Siao kiaz..
Haha.. But not really tired cause we didnt run.After the walk,they give
us some free gifts and a certificate.. Not bad la.. hahaz.. Then stand infront
of a big fan blow ourself.. shiok manz... lolx..

Erm... After the run arh.. Went to change our clothes..Sweating like raining
like dat.. haha.. Coolingz after changing.. Then we walk again to the nearest
bus stop which was very far away but counted the nearest bus stop.. Then
wait and wait and wait until finally bus 14 came.. Take until early overshot
as the air-con in the bus damn shiok.. haha.. walk again to marine square
then go buy tickets... 2 person tickets.. another 2 person tickets then 5 person
tickets.. Coz 2 couples and 5 lonely boiz which are Me,darren,chevy,jeremy and
deni.. hahaz... Ermz.. We watched a show called WOW ! (war of the world) lolx..
hahaz... quite nice la over all... boom here boom here... shouting everywhere..
Arhhhhhh... -.-" .. Before the show start I already declare pop-corn war liaoz..
throw here and there... Then that darren like stealer like dat.. Go change my drink
to a half full one.. Mine one still havent drink yet then why suddenly left half of it.
then i stare at darren.. hahaz..

After the show.. erm.. went to eat LJ ! long john silver la.. what are u thinking man..
Dirty things? hahaz.. Treat by jeremy.. thankx dude.. hahaz.. then again 2 couples
and 5 lonely guys sitting together..

Now got one more guy join us.. sec 1A de.. I ti siao him like siao haha... Then suan
everybody which once they are all gays.. Lolx.. If you are there.. You will laugh until
your food all come out while eating lolx...

Then go home liaoz.. so fast... -.-

2005-06-29T05:37:00.000-07:00

Ai ya.. don know what to blog.. And i am getting sick ..
No mood to do anything.. Why?

Love + sick = what i am now

2005-06-13T08:55:00.000-07:00

Hey guys... I am back from Shanghai..

Woot.. Bought so many things (as usual) haha..
Erm.. Really have alot of fun in Shanghai but i still miss my friends here. lolx

BaCk to blog again later. byEz

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IF you really love or likes a person , you will never give up whatever it takes.
IF you give up , it means that called a 'temporary' love as also known as 'fake' love.
IF you do not shown your love to the person you like , the person will never know you like him.
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Love is always patient and kind.It is never jealous.Love is never boastful or coneited.It is never rude or selfish.It does not take offense and is not resentful.Loves takes no pleasure in other people's sins,but delights in the truth.It is always ready to excuse,to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.
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Last Note:
No One Is Perfect

2005-06-02T05:05:00.000-07:00

Hie guys...

I will be away to Shanghai from 3rd of june to 13 of june..
Heeheex.. Take care guys..
especially Y.o.u .. haha...

ByeZ

2005-05-26T00:37:00.000-07:00

Just came back from CaMp... Mosquitoes fly all around us... With some of the bugs ... Woot steady arh... So fun man.. Im LovInG it... Haha... Went there to help out the instructors... :)
* BRILLIANT* * BRILLIANT*

First day... Everything went smoothly But but... During one of the activities.. I fell down twice.. MAN.... At first right leg kana.. then second time same place same movement... left leg kana.. Wah... pain sia.. Then go to see the "doctor" there.. Spray the oxide in the wound ... From cooling become very pain... Argggggghhhhh.... Then dun know for wad reason... During dinner... Andy complain lolx... He said " walaoz.. we pay $ 70 dollars juz eat this little food arh " All of the ppl at there laugh sia... haha.. At night boyz tentage there got fight... lolx... One guy bring the spanner and baton... Siao kia... So heavy still bring... For me arh... lazy arh... Must help them to settle down.. When everything claim down.. around 5 plus already.. Then that night... can say morning liaoz... 5.30 AM sleep... 6.30 AM wake up... Wad the hell man.. One hour nia.. Never mind never mind... Tent somemore...

Second day.. So many activities sia... But too bad. I cant do any of them due to the injuries of my leg... Haiz.. So sad...Rock wall climbing.. Wet activities... All missed.. Just sit down there with my team mates slack.. lolx... But still quite fun la.. haha... Then we the SLs got a afternoon snap.. After the snap.. Mr lim asked the SL boys to run with him.. So we agree with him... But NOBODY knows.. we gonna run 4 KM ... Omgz.. We came back as if it just rain.. Haha.. Muscles cramp sia... Dinner also not bad la.. Then here come the second night.. lolx... The teachers let us to sleep in the bunk.. Got air-con sia... Shiok arh.. HaHa.. Then play Poker for a while sleep lorz..
Now not need to sleep with the mosquitoes le.. heeheex...

Last day.. :( .. Our day to leave le... We miss the instructors and our bed.. lolx..
So we took the bus back to school..

ThE End

2005-05-11T04:51:00.000-07:00

Maths paper 1 and English paper 2 just finish today.. Maths quite easy but english arh.. Chiong like hell lorz.. Summary lorz.. But get to finish in time.. heeheex...

You seem to see i am strong outside but actually very weak when comes to LoVe

2005-05-10T06:19:00.000-07:00

Hie again.. blogging before the start of mid year againz... Have been studying like crazy these few days... Steam arh.. Hahaz.. To you guys who is look at my blog... Wish u guys can pass the exam with flying colours... Don let me down k? hahaz... (As if i know who is looking at my blog.. Lolx) lame.. -.-"

Chemistry is such a hard subject to study man.. Wad Na2So4.. Diaoz formula die liaoz la... Haiz.. But still must study arh study.. Even though i am busy studying.. I will still remember you always.. I guess you doesnt know i like you.. And even then.. I wouldnt tell you i like you... Cause i dont dare to approach you.. Coward ryt? i admit i am a coward but i still cant overcome it... I guess maybe I had reject before.. lolx.. (just joking hor)...

I guess i will just stop here...
Until then... study hard... :)

2005-05-06T01:52:00.000-07:00

This few weeks are mid years exam... I was happening so fast that i cant cant catch up... Chinese papers , CME paper and English paper 1 finished already... Really quite fast... I have been watching manga this few days.. Manga means japanese comic... I was so in-to it man... But still i still need to study my subjects coming out for next week exam... Ergh...

By the way.. You're Irreplaceable to me... !!! I mean it... Even though i cant be with you... ( I went to a couple fountain which the people named it there ) I wished that u can put a smile in ur face everytime... "Even though you... Look like you're going through a difficult time.. You must have chosen this path because you believe it'll bring you happiness in the future. So maybe it's hard work,but isnt it enjoyable too?!" ..... "And if there's even a time when you aren't happy.. Just travel back in time in your mind" "SO THAT I CAN BE WITH YOU !!!" "It's lonely and dangerous to walk a path alone... Although.. im also speaking the wish i've been longing for.. " "AH !! but maybe this time.. It'll be granted!" BECAUSE I WISHED THAT I PRAY THAT YOU WILL KEEP ON SMILING FOREVER !

2005-04-30T08:30:00.000-07:00

hie... i am blogging again... now i guess a few weeks blog one time liaoz..
Mid years exam just around the corner... so fast sia... like a blink of a eye
then exam liaoz... heeheex... Didnt realli happen much thingys during these
few weeks... Boredified... And somemore no CCa.... i miss NPCC... argh... lolx.
Oh... yea... i Think thats all... hope U guys ExAm pass with flying colours...
HeehEex !! gooD luCk...

LoVinG You!!!

2005-04-25T03:41:00.000-07:00

haiz... this few days happened alot of thingy... i don even know how to solve it.. where to solve it and didnt even want that to happen... but still... it happened... Is better the end first then to regret lata... I don know wad am i doing now.. confused... always have somethings bothering me..
wad can i do?? i don even know wad can i do... Maybe i realli made u sad. i tried to be wif you... but i don know why i cant.. i don know i don know i don know... wad the hell happening to me?
Even i cant solve my own problem.. how can u solve it... haiz... but staring into the sky makes no differents... I guess we need more time... in the mean time change our attitude towards each other... attitude of us ... discipline... I guess after this is solve.. we may have a chance to be with each other together.. If u don mind...

Now... concentrate on our studies and work hard..
Exam is much more important

ChIll

2005-04-21T06:42:00.000-07:00

Nowadays so many pratices for the sat event... speech and learning thingy la... Now i am so tired... tired of so much things...But i don know wad i am thinking... Tired to think and dont even want to think... SiaNz ArgH ... I may not be blogging these few days i think... too tired... Take care guys... Keep Blogging and stay happy alwayS~...

2005-04-13T00:01:00.000-07:00

EveryBody... NEWS NEWS !!!!! -=[[Nooo OfffEnnnCCeee]]=-

Since that D.A.R.R.E.N in school suan me until the whole earth gonna upside down liao arh..
I will announce what happened in school OR in class these few days... Many people were doing their own things like any other did.. But tuesday was total different... My class was having... I think is Accounts la.. All sit down there chatting or playing... stoneing... But after CO members came back from toliet ( Went to change to their CO uniform ).. All the girl were telling Darren..
"MC lehz MC lehz".. ( i guess those people who will know who i referring to).. Everyone was like MC only... But when she gonna walk pass my class.. All my class mates ( especially most of the boiz) stand up and slap their hands and keep shouting MC... MC... MC.. Me and lin qiang stuned there... The class like so in-to it.. But it is so lame -.-" .. Then Darren sit down there... Want to smile but don dare.. Look like angry but also doesnt look like... Don know wad is he thinking... He got so many secret only he and LQ know.. But i don wish to know.. Cause in the end.. is He and MC.. Is none of our business... So i just let darren be.. What he want to do just do.. Don need to tell us or ask us... Go For It DaRrEn !! (jk)

So thats the end of tuesday activity...

Then today quite bored la... Don really know what to do.. That darren got so many secret don want to share... But i already listed above liaoz... I don wish to know... I wont step into other people pirvacy.. Is their own fate... their own stuffs.. why must so many people care... How much can u care for them.. Their whole life time?? No ryt... haha...
Erm... that darren suan me again. Keep like laughing at me like siao kia like dat.. Then give me that stupid and innocent face... Act cute.. ( think of that want to vomit liaoz arh)..
So i decided to go home myself... :)

yea.. thats all i want to say...

2005-04-08T19:52:00.000-07:00

Hie hie... Erm... yesterday was the rehersal for P.O.P [passing out parade]... I think there are still 4 more training before we [sec 4s NpCc] pass out... It was so sad... I scared after pssing out i will cry... Realli.. no joke.. realli sad lor... *Sob* *Sob* .. HaIz..

Lets talk about wad i happen yesterday...

It was a very fine day like any other days..
Friday always bring the most thingy le... cause got CCA.. [ Everyone knows.. juz trying to be lame].. haha.. Everythingy went smoothly but suddenly after our chemistry lesson.. Someone's [ Not to mention the name ] pants spoiled... lolx.. Everyone was laughing so loudly in the canteen.. Then the person use my class attendence book to cover it [ the place which is spoiled]
-========[ No offences dude ]========-
So the person went to change to pit kit and line up in the hall lor...

Then that Mr ong went into my class for awhile then go to office..
He didnt even teach for 5 mins then go liaoz... 5 mins b4 the bell rings then he come back..
During the missing of him in class.. we chat chat chat .. Coz nothing else could do le mah..

Then in the Npcc room.. I send message to a girl who is missing in skool ...
Coz that girl cha bou skool arh. [ lolx].. Overslept then never come skool
Naughty naughty naughty girl arh...
Then somemore bully me.. ask me go march march then she at home slack...
haha..

-=The EnD=-

2005-04-04T03:44:00.000-07:00

Hie.. Few days never blog liaoz.. Lazy sia.. Actually i want to go sleep...ZzZzZz.. Haha..
Nvm la.. I can leave my blog and let it rott.. Ok.. serious liaoz.. Erm.. I still want to go sleep...
ZzZzZz.. lolx.. These few days got lots lots of thingy happened... Dunno wad to start first..
Today morning was such a nice bright sunny day... But suddenly.. BooM!!! Rain Rain come again.. Rain liaoz.. some more so heavy... During this kind of weather.. wad is the first thingy u think of?? SLEEP LA !!! then ZzZzZz... All the teachers also slackingz... Today also kana suan by the two idiots beside me [ not to mention their names ] Lolx.. Thats all i want to say...
Thank you and ByeZ byeZ.. lolx..

Some More arh.. that JoAlin say i act like a child.. Talk like small kid.. :P

HaHa...

2005-03-30T04:30:00.000-08:00

Wah... Today got alot of thingys happened sia.. During the CME lessons, Some people and i kana suan by him [Not to mention the name].. And my classmates beside me [Not to mention their names] , i kana suan by them then teacher asked me go out say one good deed that i have done or seen through out my entire life... I anyhow han tam a few thingys but it is base of actual fact.. :X... Chinese lesson got so many thingy to talk about Darren.. Keep correcting his mistake.. Somemore want to bet whether there is a phrase called [something something something].. At last i win.. loLx.. JuZ joking.. After skool.. i stay back in school. Some of my NpCc friends and I go cook outside NpCc room.. The ingredients are ChiCken,veGetAbLes,AppLeS,PeaRs and other stuffs.. We created a chaos there.. lolx Tirty like hEll.. At laSt wE ba liek KamPong arOuNd 6+..

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2005-03-29T00:07:00.000-08:00

HiE hiE !!!
ToDaY so sianz sia in skOol.. NothinG much to Do And to ThiNk toDay.In Class keep on chatting chatting and chatting.. And those 2 idiots [not to mention their names] have been always that irritating.. asking me about things [ not to mention the thingy].. And that stupid fellow [ not to mention his name ] .. give me a wrong URL of the song then now my blog bo song liao.. :( Haiz... Nvm i hope he wont do that again.. Otherwise you will see wad i will do to him.. Wuhaha.. As usual during my POA lessons.. we talk and talk and talk.. Don even bother wad the teacher is talking about.. Cause he said we [ not to mention their names ] are "genius".. Haha...
In the skool hall... we have a "bunch" of galz and boiz sing song in front of the whole skool.. Their singing not bad la.. But obviously.. worst than me.. :X .. This is wad I done lor in skool today..
MostLy the word that fits me is... S.L.A.C.K

FoR wAd u ReAlLi ArE

2005-03-22T00:00:00.000-08:00

I L O V E Y O U for
w h a t y o u R E A L L Y a r e.
I o n l y see in YOU the h u m a n being
And I D O N'T CARE at all how famous you are!
Don't you feel that? Don't you read in my eyes?
Can you miss that? Do you call this aggressive?
Oh, my God! Am I r e a l l y talking to you?
Well, not at all... Our hearts only talk.
I truly hope that you listen to yours.
What does it say? Is that clear?
But, p l e a s e, don't even
t r y to tell me, dear,
that you are too
old or deaf
to hear
!!!
!

WhErE @rE yOu ?!?!?!

2005-03-21T07:21:00.000-08:00

By KeNnY So

You walk through the door; she turns away.
She thinks right through the words you say.
The touch of your hands only makes her numb.
Why the resistance; where'd it come from?
Your kiss evaporates from her lips.
Her claws tear through as her coldness rips.
You turn her around--and see someone new,
And ask her eyes, "Where are you?"
She looks to the window as you start to cry.
Did she hear your voice; does she even try?
You toss and turn in bed at night.
To reach her heart you'd need a flight.
Are you ready to travel, to visit her heart?
Prepare for a challenge; do you know where to start?
Her heart's been taken; it's no longer there.
Belongs to another; it beats elsewhere.

2005-03-20T07:11:00.000-08:00

One Day I Wrote Her

One day I wrote her name upon the strand,
But came the waves and washed it away:
Again I wrote it with a second hand,
But came the tide and made my pains his prey.
"Vain man," said she, "that dost in vain essay
A mortal thing so to immortalize;
For I myself shall like to this decay,
And eke my name be wiped out likewise."
"Not so," quoth I; "let baser things devise
To lie in dust, but you shall live by fame;
My verse your virtues rare shall eternize,
And in the heavens write you glorious name:
Where, whenas Death shall all the world subdue,
Our love shall live, and later life renew."

So C0ld wItHouT y0u

2005-03-18T21:01:00.000-08:00

Holding out... on what she's holding in
She lays her head down on his shoulder
Feels that it is getting colder
She cries out softly for all she's been denied
Truth, is what she's never heard of
You're still young, so wipe your tears
Close your eyes... erase your fears
Now his bed is cold without you
He says his bed is big without you
Can't find the words to take away the pain
Apologies spoken... all made in vain
Pick up your head, accept the space
Before those lines spread across that pretty face
Lock that love up, deep inside
Your heart-shaped box where you confide
Next time she sees him standing there
Faint smile lingers on her lips, so bare
Oh, how she loved him; how he tore her world apart
And now he wants her back 'cause she still has his heart
....shivers down his spine, she sends
For now he's on the receiving end....
And before its too late...too late for tomorrows,
He grabs her hand and whispers
With shameful sorrow,
"It's so cold in my world,
Won't you come on in?
Forget the past and share it with me again...
With your gorgeous smiles and sunshine ways,
Wipe away my rainy days...
'Cause my world is so big,
And I'm so cold without you."

ThE SoRrOw oF loVe

2005-03-18T07:28:00.000-08:00

The quarrel of the sparrow in the eaves,
The full round moon and the star-laden sky,
And the loud song of the ever-singing leaves,
Had hid away earth's old and weary cry.
And then you came with those red mournful lips,
And with you came the whole of the world's tears,
And all the sorrows of her labouring ships,
And all the burden of her myriad years.
And now the sparrows warring in the eaves,
The curd-pale moon, the white stars in the sky,
And the loud chaunting of the unquiet leaves,
Are shaken with earth's old and weary cry.

EveRyThinG

2005-03-18T07:24:00.000-08:00

Everything
by KeNnY So

Everything you say
Everything you do
It all seems to be too good to be true
The way you touched me
The way I touched you
That feelling of contentedness when I was with you
Now the light is fading
The darkness is here
If only I could have you once more to hold dear

dEep-Cut-In-My-he@rt

2005-03-11T07:46:00.000-08:00

GAZING AT YOUBY
Never Hurt the One You Love

Here I am sitting here, while you are sitting over there.
Watching you from across the room is a bit too much to bear.
I look into your eyes, trying to look into your heart,
hoping that I am there.
I look deep within, and I begin to silently say a little prayer,
Knowing that I love you, but also knowing that you do not feel
the same for me,
Keeps me heartbroken, and keeps me hurting, knowing that your love
is all I need.
I have acknowledged that you have a boyfriend, and that you are
happy with him.
But in my dreams at night I dream of us, walking, talking,
and laughing together.
Knowing that your smiles are not for me
Keeps me pensive and constantly wondering, "Why can't we be?"
I know that you see me gazing at you when you walk by,
I always want to speak to you, but all that seems to come out
are hurt-filled sighs.
I sit here hoping that one day you will realize that I am
the one for you,
And until that day, my love for you will always grow and be true.